Anyone who hates his brother is a murderer...I John 3:15
And I don't hate her. But I'm struggling with how to love her. My heart cries to God, but she's mean to me. She doesn't even speak and when I do she sometimes acts like I'm not around. How can I love her? Why should I? She certainly doesn't love me.
I feel my inner middles schooler crossing her arms over her chest and feeling justified in avoiding her at all cost. Pointing fingers when she doesn't show up for service or serve in the way I think she should. And then I read...We should love one another...I John 3:11
But what about when it's hard?